Yet, despite all that is going on out here and despite all the emotions we are going through; oblivious to it all; there is that other little life growing and developing inside of me. Blissfully unaware of anything else but perhaps its immediate surroundings and possibly its limbs and digits.
We spent almost an hour with a lovely doctor yesterday getting a 3D scan done.
When we were expecting Patrick, we had been thinking about it but had never done it in the end.
It was lovely seeing this little one and its features so very clearly. And it was reassuring to hear all looked just fine.
So between the loss of Patrick, our new reality that includes coming to terms with this loss and headstone shopping, life goes on; regardless. I guess that is just the way it has to be...